Hello guys, happy Sunday and welcome to my first newsletter. I just tried my hands on writing, rate me and send your feedbacks.
Today I got the call of the Void.
I left my house feeling excited about today, plans for work and meetings with new clients. Back track to yesterday I felt very sad; depressed and down. The atmosphere in the office didn’t help matters at all, pressure from the CEO to make sales, talking to the very arrogant Manager and an irritated PA. I did my absolute best getting through the day without anyone noticing my situation and when I thought I had gotten out of the suffocating environment, depression and reminiscing of old times started setting in.
I couldn’t sleep at all last night, thought all through the night, cried myself to sleep because that was the only thing I wanted to do at that point. I needed solitude but that led to more pain and hurt. I tried speaking to someone but it was cut short due to his personal issues; Loneliness and soliloquy took over.
While going to work this morning on third Mainland Bridge, I felt the sudden rush to jump and end this life of pain, hurt, stagnation and lack of peace. I have never been suicidal ever before but I wanted to give in because it felt like an escape. I’m here at work still feeling the same way but I would get through this, maybe not now but someday.
I guess everyone can relate to this because at some point in your life, you get depressed and you feel left out but we keep hoping for the best. I feel hope itself is the driving force, the force that makes us to wake up and try again. This just my thoughts but it’s well. Nice write up. Keep it on girl!
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