This writing thingy is not easy at all.
So I just had a cup of ice cream, and boy, it was good.
I’m watching One Day-drama on Netflix, and it’s putting me in my feelings lol. You know that feeling when you want to cry and scream but you can’t because you’re not alone in the room and there’s not enough reason to cry?
My favorite line from the series is "Whatever happens tomorrow, we had today," "If I can't talk to you, then what is the point of you? Of us?," "Live each day as if it's your last, but really, who had the energy for that?," and "It's one of the great cosmic mysteries, how is it that someone can go from being a total stranger to the most important person in your life?"
I had a great workday, sent a bunch of emails, joined the boring morning meeting, and made lunch for the whole house, which was white rice and red oil fish stew.
God, I love fish stew so much; it’s my go-to meal when you ask me what I want off the top of my head.
So in one of these notes, I’ve mentioned I have a boyfriend lol *rolls eyes. I don’t feel happy, though.
Told him one time that I wasn’t happy in the relationship, and he said it was due to the fact that we hadn’t spent time together since the first time we did.
I don’t know if that’s true, but I’m planning to go see him this weekend.
Hopefully it revives my feelings, and I feel loved.
These days, I’ve been craving attention and physical touch from someone who’s crazily into me.
Maybe it’s because I’m currently occupied, but damn, the hormones are raging.
Back to the tears, I still feel like crying, though, but let’s leave that for now.
So One Day—the movie… Emma and Dexter are messing with me.
I miss this type of chemistry in movies or dramas; these days it’s just straight-up sex, etc., without the slow burn or realistic feeling of being rejected or being placed second.
I felt like Emma with Jimmy lol; at first we were just friends and hung out together at the park, and as they say, when you spend time with someone, you’ll start catching feelings.
Their beginning was our end; his last days in the country were filled with sadness and love. 😉 From my end (can’t say the same for him, though). We shared a really long, intimate kiss that almost proceeded to second base, but I declined because I was scared.
He wanted something to happen before he left, but I felt it wasn’t right because I’ll have lingering feelings …
It kind of feels like a push-and-pull type of relationship; he wants me but doesn’t really want me, can’t let me go, and is constantly trying to keep me for himself alone.
I hate that I catch feelings easily and fall for the slightest bit of kindness. 😩😩😩
People say I don’t have a heart lol; if only they knew it was so fragile, that’s why I protect it at all costs.
I’m going back to the movie, so let’s see how it ends.
One day broke me; oh, I sobbed like a child.
Emma and Dexter were ill-fated, and it felt like the universe was screaming at them to stop at every instance, but Cupid was in her bag this time. 15 July 1988 was when it all started, and it ended on the 15th of July two decades later.
You'll go through every stage of emotions, and you'll be glad you watched it. It was a spinoff of the original that was played by Anne Hathaway but better. From friends to lovers to lifetime partners, the writing was so good. Rarely would movies that have been remade do better than the original, but this one was such a hit.
You should see it though if you haven’t, I don’t give spoilers